sincere

is time for me to sincere to the ppls tat always stay beside me~
really
especially my family
y i choose to tell out everything at here is because eazy for me...
im a gurl tat dono hw to communicate with other
a gurl tat feel fear in doing everthing
mysophobia
careless...
tat was me...

sometime i will reget y i cnt be the prefect wan eventhough nobody has been perfect be4
i'm not smart tat u all though
i'm not strong tat u all though
too lot of thing go through me when im in the growing age~
the age tat everybody enjoy their life
and those things make me breathless...
sometime my bester will ask me y u dont wan tell wat u wan n wat happen to ur family
izzit hard for u?
yes, it is.
recently i has been through a fraud...
the among them fraud out of my ability...
i dono how can this happen to me?
im not stupid at all but it really happened~
u noe wat i didnt tat time
i cry n i dono hw to face my family so i hide~
hide at my boi home~
and i remember tat time my papa was scolding me go bak dont wan go home~
wat cn i do?
nth i scare and i dono wat to do nxt
n i cry almost one day~
and involve my boi so much~

nw i will try to tell out everything like my lecture said
dont afraid to tell it out~
so dad and mum sry bout being lie to both of u~
i dont dare to tell it out so i always lie
and dad n mum i need a car damn farking much!!!!
it really inconvenient me without car
and u noe ur baby gurl dont like to request other
even though i like to request my baby boy
i dont like to study but i will try my best to do this~
and really too lot of presure from aunt and uncle
i will try to tell it out when i get home~

to my boy
i has been done somethings wrong when i be with u
so sry b~
i dono hw to tell it out at here
but really sry~

anywhere i dare to tell it out nt becoz of try to let u all forgive me
i jz dont wan to keep everything in my heart
because nw i li aware i miss to lot n lost to lot
and because sitll got ppl love me~

focus

i must focus on my study but cnt >.< wat cn i do?
few more week having final wat cn i do?
sob sob T.T
dad n mum i really dont feel like studying ady~
i dono hw to tell it out
really ~
but i will try my best to make it~
coz this course really important to me in my feature~
hope ice cream can cheer me up
god bless me amen~


my new tong gong ^^
i hope i can save alot of money n open a restaurant
be4 25 year old~
tat is my dream hopefully i cn do it~
next time i will share my dream ya^^
chao 1st~

armageddon

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

love this song and movie so much~
touching~
make me cry :')
eventhough i haven watch this movie yet :)

love u so much b~
chao~ <3

*movie=armageddon
song=dont wan to miss a thing~

15th july till 21st july 2010 sweet memories

pic will uoload soon~

15th july 2010
happy birthday to my b
although got abit late to upload this post~
wish u all the best in ur study n good luck <3
i ady celebrete ur birthday 3 time i wish i can celebrete with u till 4ever :)
love u muackkkkkz~

16th july 2010
going out with wai lok cat kelvin and cindy at nite
meet at sake sushi~
quite long time didnt saw them
happy day ^^

17th july 2010
miss our train :(
cnt blame on others haizzzzzz sry bb use urs $$ again paiseh~
reach there almost 7++ pm
welcome to kampar darling :p

18th july 2010
planing to go ipoh but didnt~
nt free >.<

19th july 2010
sry bb let u stone at my room n face my com whole day
sry :)

20th july 2010
u are going to leave 2moro
can i jz ask u to stay?

21st july 2010
bb already leave me
i try to not cry but last still happened
but i ady try my best because my tear explode when i reach my room :')
full of urs shadow
full of urs smell
full of our memories
full of laugh
happiness and love....
nw i onli relise i cnt stick with u too long it will make me miss u more
tq for take k-ng me
tq for cleaning my room
tq for sek me so much
tq for the maggie
tq for the water
tq for the 10 bux and
tq for ur love...

I LOVE U darling <3
love u so much~

too boring

i am too boring n stress like hell nw~
college life is nt gud n suit me
i hate it~
but wat to do!!!!
haizzzzz
wish i cn pass my presentation n oral test n
i wont forget bout u introduction ?!!?!!

4 more day i cn see my bb ady happy~
need to recharge if nt out of energy :p

chao will upload soon~

this week

jz fin alot of exam n assignment
but i have to rush alot of stuff lo * scret :p
hope i cn fin it ~ gambateh lo!!!!

bb i dono wat happen to u recently~
u seem like emo those days
cn u tell me wat happen?
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anywhere six more day i cn see u ady~
hope everythings will get well soon
n i can see u as soon as posibble muacvk love u :)

lovely sunday

my lovely sunday had been spoiled by someone posted a crap post in my FACEBOOK
i dont wan to mention who is it but pls behave!!!
u wan to talk anythings or nonsense in college is ok
i dont mine becoz if no crap hw to entertainment everyone~
but if u post some shit at my FACEBOOK i dont care who are u i will screw u up
im nt kidding...
i cn make it when im in anger!!!!